In the Spirit: the Life and Work of Lex Hixon

Sufism

"Sufi Master Visits New York: Sheikh Muzaffer and the Halveti-Jerrahi Dervishes of Istanbul will perform the Sufi ceremony of dhikr at Cooper Union on March 23, 8:00pm and at the Cathedral of St. John the Divine on March 29, and April 3, 7:30pm", circa 1970s. Lex Hixon papers, RG 345, Box 9, Folder 2. Divinity Library Special Collections

While hosting In the Spirit, Hixon interviewed two teachers that would become deeply influential in his life: Bawa Muhaiyaddeen, a Sufi mystic from Sri Lanka, and Sheikh Muzaffer Ozak Aski al-Jerrahi, the 19th Grand Sheikh of the Halveti-Jerrahi Order of Dervishes, based in Istanbul, Turkey. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen and Sheikh Ozak appeared on In the Spirit many times.  

When Hixon first interviewed Sheikh Ozak on the radio in 1978 they began the radio interview with a call to prayer. In an essay titled “the Dream” published in American Jihad: Islam in America after Malcom X, edited by Steven Barboza, Hixon recounted this first meeting: 

“I didn’t have a chance to meet Sheikh Muzaffer before interviewing him…As this call to prayer was going, I looked at the sheikh. There were tears coming out of his eyes! I thought what spiritual authenticity…Later I found out that wasn’t the right interpretation, that actually he was shedding tears because he recognized me as his califa, as his successor, his representative. Every sheikh has several.”
 

Truth and Light: Brief Explanations by his Holiness M.R. Guru Bawa, containing interviews of Guru Bawa on WBAI by Lex Hixon and KQED by Will Noffke, 1974. Lex Hixon papers, RG 345, Box 9, Folder 13. Divinity Library Special Collections

An undated photograph of Bawa Muhaiyaddeen in the WBAI studio. Hixon is seated to his right. Lex Hixon papers, RG 345, Box 1, Folder 7. Divinity Library Special Collections

Dearest Mom and Pop - I'm here for two weeks on another planet researching possibilities for a future of humanity in which Christianity and Islam make friends. This mosque was where Effendi taught for 21 years. Now he is retired and teachers every Friday at a tiny mosque in the covered bazaar. Twice he has mention that I should bring you both to see Istanbul which strangely enough is one of my spiritual hometowns. I feel very comfortable here now. Europe and Asia have existed side by side here for 17 centuries. Effendi says the mosque on this postcard will exist until the end of Time. Hope we have thousands of years. All love always, Lex

Postcard from Hixon to his parents, Adelaide and Alexander (Alec) Hixon Sr, 1978. This was sent while Hixon was in Istanbul for Ramadan, the holy month of Islam. Lex Hixon papers, RG 345, Box 8, Folder 12. Divinity Library Special Collections

In 1978, Sheikh Ozak invited Hixon to spend Ramadan in Turkey, during which Ozak was inspired to make Hixon a sheikh in the Halveti-Jerrahi Order. Overwhelmed, Hixon returned to America before the end of the holy month. In the same essay he wrote, “I was frightened by the prospect [of becoming a sheikh]. I didn’t want the responsibility. I didn’t want anything to do with being a spiritual guide.”  
 
When Sheikh Ozak and Hixon reunited the next fall, the Sheikh said nothing about Hixon’s disappearance during Ramadan. The Sheikh traveled to the United States 14 times and established the Masjid Al-Farah mosque in New York City. To the Sufi community, Hixon was known as Sheikh Nur Al-Jerrahi. As Sheikh Nur, he oversaw the mosque and took over its duties formally when Sheikh Ozak died in 1985. Hixon was responsible for leading prayers, learning Qur’anic verses in Arabic and leading dhikr, a form of worship involving repetition of prayer for the purpose of glorifying Allah. 

Hixon’s first book on Islam, The Heart of the Qur’an, was published in 1988 and is Hixon’s meditation on the Qur’an as well as reflections on his experiences with Islam and friendship with Shiekh Ozak. 

A page from Hixon's book, the Heart of the Koran, published in 1988. Yale University Library, https://search.library.yale.edu/catalog/9936376983408651.
 

The Hajj

A boarding pass from Hixon's pilgrimage to Mecca and Medina, Saudi Arabia, 1980. Lex Hixon papers, RG 345, Box 9, Folder 5. Divinity Library Special Collections

In 1980, Hixon completed the Hajj with Sheikh Ozak, a religious pilgrimage to the holy cities of Mecca and Medina in Saudi Arabia. Every able Muslim is required to complete Hajj once in their life. During an episode of In the Spirit, reflecting on this experience Hixon remarked: 

“It, the Hajj, really is a kind of death…when you come out the other side, it is a rebirth. And when you go back to your country or nation or your family, or wherever you left, you come back with a tremendous sense of being born fresh, of being a great deal more careful and dedicated to one’s human life and toward all that live. I have a feeling that for most Hajjis, it is something that stays with them for a lifetime. It can be called upon.”
The Islamic Cultural Center of New York
One Riverside Drive 
New York, NY 10023
(212)362-6800

September 9, 1980
Ref. #366/80-A


TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN

This is to certify that Mr. Alexander Paul Hixon, Jr. who was born on December 25, 1941 in the state of California in the United States and carrying an American Passport No. J1874709 which was issued on June 8, 1978 in the state of New York by the Department
of State has embraced Islam.

This statement has been issued to him at his request. 
The Islamic Center of New York

Letter from the Islamic Cultural Center, confirming Hixon's devotion to the religion of Islam, 1980. Lex Hixon papers, Rg 345, Box 9, Folder 5. Divinity Library Special Collections

NECESSARY FOR THE HAJJ
1. Saudi Arabian Visa (needed immediately)
Muslim papers - available at Islamic Center, 1 Riverside Dr, bring passport, they will type you a letter after you do Shahada.
Passport -bring to Reyhan with three photos (can be machine or regular passport photos)
2. Money 
a)$1075 (Hajj, Jerusalem and tax of $100)
$1475 (Plane group - Hajj, Jerusalem & tax)
(Extra stop ·in Cairo will run approx . $100)
b)Minimum of $600 in travelers checks (some in Riyals)
3) Health 
a) Inoculations: smallpox, typhoid, typhus cholera and measles for those who need it (get these as soon a s possible s o they won't interfere with the trip)

b) Medications:  vitamins, salt pills, diarrea medicine (Lomatil) , antibiotic (all purpose), something for cuts and bruises, sunstroke and any personal ailments. Also sulfa eye drops. -_It may be  advisable to take Listerine also and cayenne pepper capsules have been known to ward off all types of internal ailments.
c) Water purification tablets, painters mask, insect repellent, wash and dry packets and/or Kleenex, anti-histimine cream
(would be good idea to take vitamin E capsule or oil)

4) Food
a) Wine skin or other portable water carrier, camp knife, mess kit, sterno kit, flash light and batteries
b) Instant coffee, teabags, instant dehydrated eggs, soups , noodles, vegetables, mashed potatoes, onions, etc. Salt, pepper; sugar packets, oil (in plastic container) dried nuts and fruits, other compact light foods such as Tang and powdered milk.

5) Clothes
Ihram - for men, bring 3 (approximately 42 inch by 24.5 yard cotton or terry cloth) 
2 cool white dresses or caftans for women and white socks.
c) Bring - sandals w/ toes and back open, 2 or 3 sets of underwear, money belt, shoulder bag, white shirt and pants or 2 robes (for men, can be bought there) sleeping
bag, down vest or cardigan to be worn and used w/pillow case canvas or nylon bag to contain all.

Packing list for the Hajj, 1980. Lex Hixon papers, RG 345, Box 9, Folder 5. Divinity Library Special Collections

Dream Interpretation 

As part of his duties as sheikh, Hixon was responsible for interpreting the dreams of his dervishes. In the Sufi tradition, there are true dreams and false dreams. False dreams do not contain spiritual value, and the role of the sheikh is to discern true dreams and false dreams. In American Jihad: Islam After Malcom X, Hixon reflects on the importance of dreams as practice in the Sufi community: 

“Very good dervishes keep a dream book. If I have an important dream I send it to the grand sheikh in Istanbul. I write it out and translate it and sent it to him. He has hundreds of dervishes with hundreds of dreams. My feeling is that these dreams don’t belong to the induvial dervishes. They belong to the whole mystical community, and by extension they belong to all humanity. If anyone can benefit from these dreams, then they’re welcome.”
Muhammad Ichlas
P.O. Box 1605
Boulder, CO 80306
(303)494-1192
Dearest Nur, 

There is a rumor that you wanted ta hear from those who went to the gathering and that you want to hear about their experiences, I'll assume that if this isn't true you won't bother yourself with reading this.
Let me say that you were extremely present at the gathering. I had a brief dream that confirmed this.
To keep this short, I'll tell you the "main events" I experienced, and I'll leave the rest of the richness of the experience to the silence.

I had a waking experience before the Saturday night zhikr.

You, Hazrat Inayat Khan, and Hazreti Pir placed a cylindrical black hat with a gold top on my head. You gazed into me and said "Do it!" 
During the zhikr I vent into a dream state where everything became translucent
gold light.

The Prophet Muhammad (saws) and Hazreti Pir held a sword together and cut off my head, They handed my head to you and you said "I'll take care of this." All my emotional pain exploded, and I told you that I would get a gun and blow my brains out but you said I can't because you have my head. Then I said I'd cut my throat and you again said I can't because you have my head. 

From that moment I moved into a state of safety, and also a state of "divine
depression" for lack of a better term. It is a very beautiful. open state where I simultaneously feel sorrow about what my nafs are going through.

I will spare you what I have been going through the last few months. but please
know I appreciate all the help I receive from you.

I also had a dream during the gathering in which you told me to bring the men and
women together.

And it was beautiful meeting some of the Mexican dervishes. Passion!

What can I say to you? There is this longing and you are here, I can tell you
so many words. dreams, visions. and experiences but all I really want to do is be
with you.

Please forgive me for everything. Please know that any thing you may have felt was inappropriate, coarse, insulting,  immature or in any way unpleasant towards you was error on my part. and those experiences refine me so that inshallah I can be who you are making me become
There is so much I want to tell you so I'll say nothing.

My heart beats your name.
Hu
Muhammad Ichlas

A dream sent by a dervish to Hixon for interpretation, circa 1990s. Lex Hixon papers, RG 345, Box 20, Folder 3. Divinity Library Special Collections

June 5 1993
Dreamt last night that Muhammad of Indiana and I were swimming across a vast ocean. On the way back I was concerned that Muhammad might not make it and I would need to carry him (cross chest red-cross carry), but it turned out he was fine. 
Hope your last days in Portland were good and the picnic today in Newark a lot of fun. May you and Sheila have a loving, warm, close reunion. My salaams to her and you. Always, Alia

A dream sent by a dervish to Hixon for interpretation, 1993. Lex Hixon papers,  RG345, Box 20, Folder 3. Divinity Library Special Collections

After Sheikh Nur's death in 1995, Shaykha Fariha Fatima al-Jerrahi, another of Sheikh Muzaffer's califas, took over the day to day of the Nur Ashki Jerrahi Order. 

Sheikh Nur (Lex Hixon) with Shaykha Amina. Courtesy of Sheila Hixon. 

Lex Hixon with Sefer Dal, the Grand Sheikh of the Halveti-Jerrahi Order of  Dervishes, center, circa 1980s. Courtesy of Sheila Hixon.